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Not the girl I used to be 

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I’m not the girl I used to be, I’m no longer pathetic little me. I no longer walk the streets alone, Wishing I had a hand to hold.   I no longer cry at every little thing, Wasting my tears on those girls who called me weird.   I no longer wish I could fit in, Hiding my flaws behind my sealed shut doors.   I no longer chase after the wrong boys, Begging them to like me, even if it’s all a joke.   I no longer spend my whole night, Thinking how I can win over the girls … Continue reading Not the girl I used to be 

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Insecurities 

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Insecurities, They keep me up at night. Tearing down my heart, Nailing it to the ground.   I hide them, Keep them in the back of my brain, Praying that my little facade won’t break.   Smiling, I ignore them, Never say a word, I try to seem perfect, I spend time covering every flaw.   But every night before I go to bed, They come and flood my brain, Whispering and snickering, They never give me a break.   Every night, They tear down all my walls, Laughing until I break, Hoping that I’ll stay awake. They stab me … Continue reading Insecurities